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stress i guess shouldn't be the word that can describe me now.
it's like i was never really stress. exams are nearing and it seems i'm taking it all too smoothly .
for whatever reason, nothing just seems to motivate me.
so there me,myself and i to push me on.
seriously, i've been going to janice's house with gffs to go play either mahjong or cards .
i mean we shouldn't be doing this now,right?
it all seems all right in the wrong time .
getting good grades at the end of it is what i want and i guess it's everyone's wish too.
i know we can make it if we have faith and work hard for it.
now i just have to use my tinny winny time of mine left to study real real hard for the big exam .
somehow.i skipped geog lesson again due to the lesson unproductive-ness.
one subject which i have totally no faith in passing .
but it's the subject i need to get into the course i want .
the pressure is on, but i just won't be shaken.
why?
it's like as if 'o's is next year .
i might not look afraid but i guess i am( going to,i guess? )
graduation is like this friday,i'm sad that i'm leaving my class .
all will be going different ways .
i'm going miss them so so much .
but on the other hand ,i'm happy  that i'm leaving the school.



haven't heard from him like 13 days .
getting a little worried but hope things will be all good.
i know it's hard but i willing to go on.
though people might not have faith in our relationship but i would hold on.
hold on till the day it all ends.
but still i'm grateful for all the views and opinions of my girlfriends.
i know you'll be there to walk me through this rough journey .
(:
and soon it'll be our 11 month. (:



study well world! and i love y'all <3

love just rush into my heart!!

  • Sep. 12th, 2007 at 9:14 PM

so i'm like hardly even blogging due to my exams and also partly laziness.
so let's see.
i've been like really retarted these days.
the sudden rush of ' high ' in me.
it's like crazy really crazy.
even janice was like a little scared of me though.
hah ! was i really that insane.
but yeah,i guess feeling high it's the best way to put my stress all aside .

i was thinking whether i would even pass my freaking prelims.
i'm kinda scared but i guess i don't really show it.
studies now it's like top top priority
and not anyone else even him.
days of studying got to go on till after 'o's.

and and gosh,i'm so watching wei xiao pasta everyday .
damn it , it's like so darn nice.
tears and smiles.
can i be like the girl ?
i want to make a difference in this world.
i guess everyone do want to make a differrence one way or another .
(:

i've got to tell him that i miss him so much this two days.
i don't know why but i keep thinking of him wherever i go .
my 7 months plus and going on ' wait ' is worthwhile . ( i hope ! )


all the best to everyone in their studies and prelims and lastly 'o's .
what the f*** ! i just freaking hell smile to myself just now while watching wei xiao pasta.
shit shit shit.
love is such and undescribable thing !

don't test my patience.

  • Sep. 2nd, 2007 at 10:56 PM

woke up like freaking 8 am in the morning to find that everyone was still asleep .
so i went back to la la land,then woke up at 9.30 again.
bathed and changed to go for branch.
finally,i'm like out with my parents so early in the morning to go eat branch and with my bro .
went to some place in Joo Chiat to eat porridge.
dishes we had was like squid,crab and veggie.
so darn full.
then bro and i was so random that we suggested to go queenstown.
was like 11+ only,so not much of the shops were opened .
shopped and freaking hell i fell in love with one Marc Ecko watch again.
shit. i better not buy too many watches.
then bro wanted to go check out the Man U jersey so we went to the thrid level.
and bloody hell was the service like f***ing shit .
mom asked ' excuse me,may i know where's the Man U jersey display at the front'
salesgirl said 'it's only on the display'
mom then asked ' can i see it? '
salesgirl said ' you just tell me the size then i see for you '
what the freaking hell !!!
shit her,man.
i was pratically staring at her up and down.
hello,i worked in the service sector before and i know what good service is !!
and to say honestly, your skills just suck way too much and you can just quit and go home and cry!!!
it didn't really affect my day anyway .
so after that we went to Vivo.
walked around with my bro while dad and mom go get a drink .
went Topman with bro, he then tried on a grey skinnies.
looked great!!
Topman and Topshop just have the most outrageous colours of skinny jeans.
what's up with all the red,blue,purple,yellow,faded pink,green?
it looked so wrong.
went to find mom and dad after shopping a little with bro.
sat at modesto's.
had pizza and drink. chatted as usual.
loves loves.
i felt a little accomplishment today as i didn't buy anything
as usual outing with mom and dad was never a not fruitful one.
we're sooo bound to buy something no matter what .
so yeah,it was good.
then went to downtown.
then home sweet home.
i feel so restless.

bye ,world !! with loads of loves.

love is what i treasure the most !

  • Sep. 1st, 2007 at 5:36 PM

after replying babe's e-mail,i'm missing him so much and loving him too.
just can't wait for him to be back.
days have been all right .
i guess everyone has different views on love .
like definitions on it too.
i realise my relationship with my two ex was damn pure.
like we've never held hands,never kissed and never really hugged.
oh gosh,it's like soo freaking pure.
maybe only for one ex whom i only held hands after we broke up for like three months.
at that point of time we were drinking with friends.
don't know whether we were sober while holding hands.
it felt wrong for a while as we were already ex.
for him i don't know whether he knew what he was doing.
we were cuddling and holding hands as if we were together.
it sucks big time when you're doing this kind of thing when you're sooo not together.
he was one guy i never really thought i would be together with him.
he was a smoker and a drinker when i don't like smoker.
but i guess liking him makes me not mind whether he is a smoker or not.
now i happily over him and yeah,better ones always come by.
and yeah,totally agree.
i just hope now my realtionship with my current would be stronger than the previous.
though i let my second ex down.
i wasn't putting my heart into it.
but still we're friends. (:
and thanx to all my gffs, shili,charmaine, gracia, rachel, leeling those who stood by me and encourage me thru this time of long-distance relationship of me and him.
i'll be strong and continue to wait till he returns.
7 months and 15 days of wait and still continuing.

i still love you,baby no matter where we are !

be mine!

  • Aug. 19th, 2007 at 10:29 PM

so yeah,my blog has been like really dead for lke days or a week .

8 Aug.

had half day.
morning was the usually singing.
and we had to like sit and stand then sit then stand again.
bloody hell.
we had the fun-fair first.
supposely cheng and me were suppose to help out at the fondue stall
but then no help was needed. so we venture around.
went to the scream room in search for a litttle entertainment.
well,it was good for lower sec to come up with such ideas and stuffs.
went in,wasn't really that scared,i can see people under table.
i was like saying 'don't touch my leg ah,i already say DON'T touch my leg!! '.
meannie a little.
walked and walked.
mrs sui then asked cheng and me to go around selling fishballs.
so yeah,we did and we manage to sell quite a few.
good i can say . cheerios.
then we all went seperate ways.
before that eileen,kai lin, janice and me had decided to go home change then head to vivo .
it's been soo long since we went there .
cam-whore super loads.
shopped like as if we had money.
our legs got kind of tired after all that walking.
so we wanted to sit at starbucks but couldn't find, only saw pacific coffee and coffee bean.
then we saw the map and we saw starbucks. hooray !!
walked there, and we took the bloody big round.
freak it, there was like no seats for us to sit.
so we went back to settle for pacific coffee.
eileen and me were taking pictures the whole time. seriuosly i felt so pampered with the coffee,cushion and with my friends. it's like gathering in a super comfy cafe.
cheryl then met us after she went to rebond her hair.
and so we sat, coffee-ed and chatted as usual, gossiped too (:
eileen wanted to buy donuts then we queued at the Vinco donuts but it ain't really nice though.
tampines we went straight after buying.
the rest shall be history. (:

9 Aug

Happy 42th Birthday my baby Singapore.
ewwww,ok that sounded a little wrong.
national day was like slacking day.
stayed at home .
only went out around 6.
cheryl came over first.
then we met janice on the bus.
took 31 towards east coast.
we were hoping that when we get to the hawker centre there would be seats .
but instead we found seats the moment we reached .
great huh?
we waited for eileen to come.
ate,sat and chatted.
then we took a slow stroll to the wakeboarding there.
sat near the shore. the breeze was like able to make you sleep .
what a nice whether.
cam-whore again.
this time it's my camera. (:
walked out to go catch a bus.
damn it ,we missed the bus.
and the freakin next bus took so long.
angry was now in my mind because we flagged for the bus to stop but you know what .
it just pass by us.
what the hell.
went to bedok pasar malam while eileen went back.
then walked around with janice and cheyl.
we all were tired too so home we went .

10 Aug

decided to stay at home as i've been out these few days
so it was like a normal day .
went for tuiton at night only.
that's all.
(:

11 Aug
ohh,finally outing with my lovely besst friend.
met her around 12.
went orchard to go look for present for xingjie.
we were like lame lame and stupid people .
we saw hwee choon then we were like ' heyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!! '
ok,just plain bimbotic.
going crazy about food as usually.
eat and eat and eat.
shop and shop and shop.
whee whee .
we were walking towards ngee ann city then this lady came up
and hand out something and say 'this is for you'.
shili was like 'don't want , don't want'
then the lady said ' it's free'
shili immediately said 'huh?, free ah free ah'
so we just took the pen and eraser she gave .
alked to wisma then heeren.
soo tired then we went home early.
i can honestly tell you i went home really early then ever.
achievment ? can i say?
but it's was great to chat,gossip and laugh .
i love you ,shi-li.




really lazy lazy to blog.
i shall blog about my previous days another time .
got to go tuition later so yeah.
i'll stop here.
bye,people.

loves loves ..

i go crazy !

  • Aug. 7th, 2007 at 10:59 PM

yesterday gffs was supposed to come to my house to study but in the end we went to pasir ris.
ate at the food court or should i say 'Kopitiam'. haha
finished. went up to Popular, wanted to buy my pen but they don't have the pen i wanted.
blah blah. was taking the escalator down, i suddenly suggested to go to the library.
and we really did. i felt so peaceful, quiet with hardly a sound heard.
i guess we sure go to the library more often.
and suprisingly we borrowed books . cheryl and i borrowed two books each. (:
then it was back to tampines. shopped a little and back to my hommy home.

school was great today.
after school, gffs went to century square to company cheryl go get her brother's friend a present.
then it was tampines mall (again)..
was trying to get out of the crowd in metro. eileen,cheryl and me were walking and talking till we turned and realise that janice and kai lin were missing.
we thought they were playing games so we tried calling them but unable to get through i guess.
so we just carry on walking, took a lift down to the supermarket to get food.
while walking and deciding what to eat, they called.
so they were really stuck inside metro. poor thing!
so we decided to buy spagetti to cook and eat. yum yum.
went over to my house to cook.
while cheryl went off to meet her friend.
after like an hour of cooking we finally get to eat our lovely spagetti.
i've got a burn, ouch!
but the food was really nice but no picture though.
then slacked and chatted. 
eileen left early. so it was janice, kai lin and me.
i bathed,prepared . 
we all then left the house together because i got to go for tuition.
tuition was alright. understand the topic Organic chem like finally.
went over to 478 to meet daddy.
he fetched me back.
tomorrow's National Day. are y'all people excited?
well,i'm feeling alright.


now i shall take my leave.
good nights with loves.

life's getting better!

  • Aug. 5th, 2007 at 7:52 PM

yesterday had dinner with my cousins and aunties from my mum side.
went to South Changi Restaurant at Changi Coast Walk. 
was like the thrid or fourth time eatin there. 
food was nice, and i get to bond with my lovely cousins.
i love them all. had a chat with my cousin one year younger than me.
both of us taking 'o's this year. we're so stress out!
talking about everything under the bright moonlight. (:
sat there for like nearly three hours i guess.
we all went home, my bro and i went home to get our clothings and we stayed over at my cousin's house(shazlin).
love staying over !!


woke up in the morning.
aunty enon say we could go PS then expo.
yippee!! but but mum called and say that to meet her at Purvis Street at 12 noon.
gosh! so aunty enon sent shazlin to her drum class at PS.
then she sent me to Purvis Street to meet mum and dad.
bro and girlfriend then came to meet us.
went to Sentosa to walk walk .
sat and ate Ice-Cream.
i ordered the Bailey's one.
it was simply love!!!!!!!
sat and chat with mum and dad while bro and his girlfriend went for a stroll.
then went to SAFRA Country Club have a drink and chat too.
adam wanted to eat so we went to another cafe.
then it was back home. dad was kinda piss at us for not suggesting where to go.
so adam's girlfriend came to our house and they left to t-mart.
and i'm starving. i have yet to eat dinner. urghh. hungry hungry..

you're my lollipop!

  • Aug. 3rd, 2007 at 4:13 PM

mrs ong lesson is forever a killer!!
had her lesson first thing in the morning .
kills me. mother tougue watched Follow Law finished .
like FINALLY!!
aftre that was the movie Ant Bully. ain't nice anyway.
POA was a all right. time always seems to pass so fast when POA lesson is on.
isn't that good? yeah!
had recess. maths was after it.
mr sham didn't come so mr fergus took over.
oh well,he gave us a little time to self study and then was our test .
CME was always the slacking period. shitty shit.
chem was err boring i should say.
then english. it was ok.
after school went to Parkway with my bitch,cheryl.
visited our ex-colleuges.missed ryan.
waited for him to have his lunch break.
while waiting he went inside the store room and he asked us to take care of the shop.
who knows,we ended up serving a customer. it's like returning to the old times.
but i'm a little rusty now.
ryan told us not to wait any longer because he doesn't exactly know what time is his break,
and another stuff get to go break before him. blah blah.
so we ended in KFC.ate then went to the toilet . saw boon siang.
and walked passed Starbucks and i saw my daddy.
then it was home whee.
cheng came my house around 5.30.
waited for janice to come over. had dinner and left for shili house to meet cheryl and yeah,
night swimming!!
janice and cheryl went shili house for tv and came down at 8.
was playing in the jacuzzi pool. lost my nose stud,attemptted to find.
janice,cheryl and cheng thought i would never found it.
but guess what,i really did found it. whee whee. i'm a lucky girl.
bathed and went to the playground and crapped.
home at last.


it was the unluckiest day of my life!
first i quarreled with my mum
second i forgot to bring my p.e t-shirt.
third i was caught eating outside the canteen.
how worst can it get.
message mum to help me bring my p.e. t-shirt.
thought maybe she wouldn't come so i went to the general office and borrow one.
but in the end she came. :)
chem was like so slacky, P.E. was much better .slacked and chat with the girls.
the last five mins had a little captain ball compeition with mr fergus class.
ans we WON!!
yeah yeah.
POA test was ok.
mr sham is gettin lamer in his jokes .
today was lame mr sham jokes.
english had this unsrcamble the words game .
girls vs the boys. sadly ,the boys won but whatever. :)
going to have tuition later.








my life has brighten up so much ever since you've start replying my e-mails.
and yes, i've missed you too.

guns and roses!

  • Aug. 1st, 2007 at 10:59 PM

so let's see it's been three days since i've update.
so here goes.

slept at like 10 on a sunday morning.
message the girls whether they had plans.
at noon,i kept recieving calls.
woke me up.
and yeah,we had plans to go out.
my brother wanted to tag along too so yeah,why not?
met janice on the bus on the way to inter.
met cheryl at inter. suprisingly she brought chester too.
took the mrt to tenah merah.
met cheng there. then it was airport we went.
walked around there. it's been like ages since we last went there.
ate.
then we headed to orchard.rushed to catch hadi's performance.
but sadly i was uber late, i'm so sorry,i really wanted to be there but i was really late.
reached orchard with a dissapointed heart as i wasn't able to see him perform.
i was later all right a little . went to topshop, tried on clothes as usual.
in the end only cheng bought something.
she bought two undies. hot ones in fact. (:
we were kinda tired so went to had coffee at Starbucks.
ate my lovely potato salad.
wanted to sit on the cushion chair but these two couple was like ain't going to get lost.
so just sat at the normal chairs.
after almost finishing our stuffs then there was a vacant cushion seat.
cam whored around. got to be back by 9 so left early. and damn,it was an early home sweet home.

monday went to watch Harry Potter and The Order of Pheonix.
it was was nice nice nice.
really a short day . so yeah.
lazy...............................................boo

tuesdays are like the ever tiring day of my week.
had remedial,was having a headache DAMN!
still manage to do most of the question.
then went home and change .
and blah,it was tuition.
just tiring. hate tuesday. 

today was great.
went to IKEA with the girls.
first was GIANT to go have our lunch.
saw ben hum and shawn with three girls.
so what! then headed to IKEA.
it was my first time. loves loves.
it was freakin big,i love it.
took loads of pictures.
i love taking in the bathroom.
and the toilet too. whee.

i shall go crash on my bed now.
with loves, peace out !

keep my mouth shut !

  • Jul. 29th, 2007 at 9:41 AM

racial harmony was great.
the best ever racial harmony that i ever had.
the girls came to house in the morning to change and head to school.
cheryl and jess were late, it was like five more mins to 7.15.
they changed and we set off for school.
eight people squeeze in the lift, all have got to go down together.
cheryl was so unglam. she was wearing a malay costume, 
she literally pull up her long shirt up to her knees and walked. how ungalm!
but who cares. reached school, all sat behind on the chairs and only eileen,cheryl,jess and i were sitting on the floor.
stupid mr tay caught me for my earrings. whatever f***** so i took them out .
wore them back when i was in the hall and unlucky enough he caught me again this time 
saying that if the next time he see he'll confiscate. he kept saying that the earrings wasn't part of my costume.
pissed off. had the best couple award thing.
then went down to take class photo. then canteen to slack.
took loads of pictures. i'll upload pictures the next time because the photos are all in my friends camara.
class was then back to usual. had a period of P.E. but we stayed in calss to slack and snap more pictures.
recess was all right . then had POA test,i've got a feeling that i'll fail.
maths was fun. for once i really did my homework. (:
english was some playing of bingo game.
after school we all went to TM.
did what i wanted to do. i love it!
then walked a little . cheng theng and i left first.
went home, changed. then met up with arnold and wilson for a while .
it was then time for tuition. was late for 15 mins. opps.
home sweet home.


met up with charmaine at 12 to head to city hall. all our plans were so improm-to.
ate at Marina Square mac. then went to shopped. 
i love shopping but not as much when i don't have the money.
visited juver at raffles and he saw it.
he said why not i do the tougue.
no way, never.
then went to MPH. looked at magazines and charmiane and i said we want to pick up reading.
i hope i can. (:
went to riverisland. nothing nice,the sale just sucks like s***.
headed back to tamp with charmiane to meet arnold.
charmaine took all the way to pasir ris to go home .
mr ng didn't say anyhting when he saw it. yeah!
taught a little bit of maths and told us to start studying.
after studying,went to meet cheryl,janice and kai lin.
then went back to tamp prata stall to eat.
yippee! guess what,my bitch stealed 21 pencils from IKEA..
went to janice house after dinner.watched tv.
janice ahd tuition at 8.30 so we stayed outside the living room.
tv all the way. and i was cam whoring the whole time.
cheryl left around 10+ then kai lin left at 11+.
i stayed on. chatted with janice.then went down to eat because janice was hungry.
so we went to the prata shop again.
and yes, ate agin. feeling like some hungry ghost.
we ate and chat till 2.
i went home and did my house chores.
mum and dad are overseas that's why.
i haven't sleep yet from last night till now.
so i better go get some rest,if not i'll be too tired to go out later.

bye,people. signing with loves!

 

iloveyou!

  • Jul. 26th, 2007 at 7:58 PM

morning assembly was finally in the courtyard after three days of rain.
had physics for the first lesson. was bored.
then it was mother tougue.
bitched with charmaine again.
watched some movie. but didn't watch was like helping marcus do some things.
ms yuan was like telling us to watch the movie instead of doing other things.
but whatever,i don't care. xing jie,lindis,rachel and eileen was helping marcus out.
then chat with shi li.
arnold came too. after mother was POA.
POA lesson pass as fast as usual. i love POA.
had recess. ate chinese recess.
i've been eating chinese rice these few days. don't know why.
then had maths, mr sham seems to be in a bad mood.
but still maths was effective to me.
had CME. slacking period i can say.
then chem, mr ang was like asking us what's wrong with us because we were so noisy.
and last period english.had spelling test then slack for fifteen mins.
whee!!
went for dental to do filling.
cheryl left early to meet her benson.
after dental,eileen went home as she was tired out.
so janice,kai lin and me went to janice house the coffeeshop to eat.
chat about stuffs. love girl talks .
then kai lin went home, and janice and i went to TM as janice want to go get her nose stud.
then surprise cheryl at TM . she still thought we were in the bus when i called her.
actually we were already at the mall when we called her.
then shop around, bought the stud. 
cheryl went off with benson then came back to find us.
walked some more, slacked at CPF mac.
cheryl kept saying she's a happy girl till i nearly thought that i was hearing her say that she's a barbie girl.
opps,and here's a edited song of barbie girl for her (the chorus)

i'm a happy girl, 
in a happy world,
life with benson,
it's fantastic,
you can touch my hair,
bring me everywhere,
imagination,
life's never without him!

so how's it cheryl? (:

and yeah yeah!!! i'm a happy girl too.
babe finally e-mailed me.
my three months of wait have not gone to waste.
he said he lost his phone that's why he was uncontactable.
but still...
i love you forever,leo <3


really have been like super super lazy to blog.
like can't be bother about blogging.
life sometimes can be rather boring or should i say life's black and white.

well,on monday,school was obviouly like usual.
after school,eileen,janice,cheryl,kai lin and me went to TM.
cheng had some appiointment.
we went there,checked the time for the movie Vacancy.
kai lin forgot to bring her ez-link and ic so she can't watch the movie.
bought the tickets for the 3.30 show.
we had an hour or so to hang around before the movie starts.
so we walk around four floor. janice got the urge to pierce her nose but was a little afraid.
then eileen wanted to print pictures. so we went to print the pictures and janice had ample time to think over whether 
to pierce her nose.
saw shili and her scandal on the way. and they're watching the same movie as us too.
so after printing the pictures at the basement. we went on up since there was time.
walked like round and round to let janice decide whether or not to pierce.
actually i say i would pierce then janice sponsor but called mum to want to ask her but she didn't pick up the phone.
so i going to pierce on friday. (:
so yups she finally pierced,weepiee.
eileen also say she want to pierce. (:
then went to the cinema,went in and kai lin went home.
found our seats and sat. then shi li and her scandal sat the other side two rows back.
and seriously the show sucks. ohh,by the way,we got scolded by someone because we were too noisy.
the person scolded us f*** you.
what the hell. cheryl said ' wah,we paid 7 bucks just to hear people scolded us f*** you ah? '
but whatever. after the movie eileen went to pierce,we all went including shi li and her scandal.
ohh my gosh,it's so darn nice.
then home after that .

on tuesday,school again as usual.had remedial after school.
was great. first time i don't feel all that tired for once.
went over to dexter and listen to his i pod with him. then went over to talk to lee ling.
then went home,changed.
went over to janice house for a while to watch dvds then left around 6+ for tuition.
tuition was yet fun,love it when it's chem tuition.
and gerald lend cheryl he's psp. so good!
then dad and mum came to fetch me.
i love y'all <3

today was rather a-o-k. had ss uber boring. did seq, talked with my groupmates.
then chatted about BGR stuffs.
then recess nothing much.maths was fun ever since the topic vectors was taught.
i love vectors!!
then was english,had some spelling quiz.
was fun and fun.
then was the killer geography, i want to die whenever that lesson comes.
then hooray,school finish.went to find mak mak.
was supposed to go out with her but had dental appointment so cancelled.
went dental with kai lin,eileen and janice.
had to go back to dental to do filling.
the nurse asked me whether i would want to do braces but nooooo!!!
i guess next time but not now.
went to janice house again to continue watching the dvds finish.
cheryl then came.
continue watching tv after that.
left and cheryl came to my house to borrow the costumes for friday.
got to charge my camera for that day . so that i can take loads and loads of picturs.
whee,then cheryl went home.
i've got to go do my chores, so bye people!!

with loves <3

I'll stand by you!

  • Jul. 21st, 2007 at 10:29 PM

can't really remember what i did the past few days. so i shall just blog about yesterday and today.

FRIDAY

scholl was still the same. had chem but mr ang didn't come so mr fergus kuek took over.
then had P.E. we played the enthic games. played zero-point and hop scotch.
was alright. ate my evry friday satay bee hoon. damn full.
when going up to class i once again told my girlfriends that i want to fly.
i just hate climbing so many flight of stairs to get to my class.
then had POA test.
i can't balance the freakin balance sheet.
then was maths. gosh, i love the topic 'vectors' .
so fun so fun.then was english. did group work.
did it with eileen,had to find words from the net.
then played a game that mdm norhani ask us to.
then went for remedial, stupid teacher came like 20 mins late.
so much for punctuality!
then finish at 2.30.
didn't went for chem,went home with shi-li.
she help me picked out what to wear for gracia's party.
then met up with wei zhi at 4.45.
saw teng li so we waitd together for gracia.
then went to the control station. happen to see bernadette.t .
it's been like so long,i missed her.
so last min she went along with us.
gracia came then they left first while wei zhi,bernadette and me waited for dexter.
dexter reached then we left for orchard.
bought havianas for gracia. hoped she liked it.
saw vicson on the way to heeren. turned out that he was also at gracia's birthday party.
suddenly,eileen gave me a miss call so i called her back,then she say she ia going to 3G me.
so yeah,we 3G and freakin what the hell, oh my gosh,cheng theng pierced her tougue. sweet!!!
ordered and catched up with all my old friends that were invited too. i missed all of them so so much.
actually after the party we all wanted to go to clarke quay for a drink but i've got no money so i didn't go.
and the bill kinda spoilt our mood to go there too. so in the end i went home with dexter and wei zhi.
met up with eileen,then slacked a while and home sweet home.
i promise pictures soon,ok.

SATURDAY

suppose to meet u with louis yong,wei qiang and arnold to study today.
but arnold message me in the morning asking me where to study.
i was still sleeping for goodness sake.
so i just reply without thinking. so in the end the whole thing was cancelled.
then charmaine message me too, asking me whether we could hang out.
so i said ok since i'm not going out with the guys anymore.
then cheryl called, askin whether i'm at home.
so she came to my house to slack before meeting her friend.
then we left my house around 2.
so met charmaine at 2.30 at tenah merah. opps,i was late. real sorry.
then we could not find each other in the train.
then we alighted at one station,found each other then went back to the train.
then alighted at bugis and once again Haji Lane.
our favourite hang out place, went to kareben to eat , then pluck to had ice cream.
i ate rum&raisins and lychee martini while charmaine had bitter chocolate.
love it there,shopped around and we didn't get anything again this time round.
then it was back to bugis shopping mall.
went to DP,tried on a top,damn nice. i might consider buying.
then went to Topshop,tried a top too but it was alright only.
we were like lingering around. went to do henna tattoo.
i put it on my neck and charmaine put it on her hand.
coolness,then went to DIVA . charmaine want to look for her necklace then walked around bugis first floor.
nothing nice so we just left,walked pass the yakitori stall at the basement 
and we both said at the same time that we felt like eating .what a jinx. haha
then we just kept lookin at the chocolates beside the stall.
we said we better stopped lookin if not we'll never go off.
then took the mrt home. then saw ashraf(achap).it's like damn long never see him.
charmaine got off at simei,then i chatted with him.
got off at my stop, went to janice house because cheryl was there and also because of something too.
bought food for janice before going up because she ask me to.
left with cheryl at 9, i met up with my parents for dinner.
then went to the supermarket at the CC there because mum want to get her drugs(doritos chips).
then home!

my star of david and charmaine henna tattoo! (:

I want to be inside your heaven.

  • Jul. 17th, 2007 at 10:18 PM

feeling so exhausted.
mdm norhani didn't come to school. 
so yeah,mr kuek came. he somehow or rather gave us a little motivation to get all of us doing our work
and also the drive to study. it's less than a hundred days to 'o'.
had chemistry but didn't really concentrate because was busy doing english work.
then it was recess. ate chicken rice with bean sprouts.
then went up through the staff room staircase.
saw vanessa then eileen was like oh gosh there she's gonna go again.
but no i didn't. too bad. but but i saw hottie GLADWIN. 
AHHH!! he's damn hot. he just makes me blush.
still he is my friend and i have no special feelings for him.
went up,then was english again, continued the english work.
didn't finish still. i've failed. i've got to make it a point to finish my work in class.
then was CME. went to the AVA again, continued watching the movie then we've stopped half-way.
i can seriously tell you the sec 5s is damn noisy.
5A,5B and 5C were in there and it was totally like noise pollution. maybe not that bad.
miss winnie goh was like mad at us gfs, but who cares i don't really like her.
next week have a talk about life sciences courses.
then it was physics, i did my homework,ok.
yeah,then i understand in class. good improvement for mrs ong lesson.
then it was mother tongue,talked to marcus,rachel and ben for the whole lesson.
felt a little sad about some things, but life is just like that.
then had a slight headache, felt tired .
so skipped remedial,went to KFC to eat. went home,bathe played a little computer.
then had my rest, woke up at 5+, prepare for tuition. ate dinner then left for tuition at 6+
reached, met up with cheryl then bought drinks to tuiton.
hads loads of laughter again. i love chemistry tuition.
the gerald is such an idiot but funny .
went to bought chips and eat while walking.
reached home at 9+.
i think i'm going to feel real sick soon.




This heart of mine beats for only you!

  • Jul. 16th, 2007 at 7:31 PM

so i haven't been blogging for like two days.
i feel so restless and lazy to even blog and type.
so let's see.

SATURDAY

i went with eileen and janice. met up with janice first then met up with eileen at bedok mrt station.
reached city hall around 2.30. went to Marina Square first.
saw mabel but i guess she didn't see us.
first stop topshop. tried a few clothes but i guess i would buy it another time.
shopped around then bought only two stuffs.
shall not disclose it here. (:
then headed to Mango, saw jasmine and juliana (5B).
then shopped but nothing nice.
blah,i don't like Mango. then headed to LJS because eileen was hungry.
she ate and we drank.
crapped around. then cheryl came to find us with her friend too.
they left to raffles first then we headed to the toilet.
guess what, we went to two different toilets and they were so damn packed.
everyone needs a toilet badly i guess.
then to DP we went. saw a few clothes but ain't that nice. mum's friend say that F3 cardholder has a extra 10% off.
whee. but nothing nice so left empty handed.
went to m)phosis.then to raffles we went .
met cheryl there as her friend left.
went to River Island because i heard on the radio there's some sort of sale going on.
so i went, nothing nice.
then eileen went off. met her again at city hall mrt.
went to Bugis. sat at Starbucks to have coffee.
then eileen left. so cheryl,janice and me went to bugis street.
janice want to go see the pair of shorts she wanted to get.
tried a few and finally bought one pair of white shorts.
then walked , cheryl and janice then bought a slogan tee each.
then walked and walked . saw ee lin working.
then went to the second floor, i saw asrezal.
oh my gosh. i'm like seeing everyone that we've talked when we met up.
went to parco,bought two nail polish colour.
then to orchard for dinner at pepper lunch.
went to visit babe's friends. take care ,maris. 
i miss them so much.
bought a necklace and maris gave me discount. thanks so much.
then walked to heeren. saw jin lian,louis and khor nee on the way.
oh gosh. then visit micheal at heeren NIKE. he gave me two discount vouchers for topshop/DP/warehouse.
loves loves.so happy.
got no time to go Parkway so went back to tampines. met up with eileen and her bf at starbucks.
janice got crazy and the funny thing is that we didn't even drink.
had so much fun that night.






that's the pictures for saturday!

SUNDAY

woke up like 2. found that only me and my brother were the only ones at home.
bathed and ate. watched a little tv.
then went to played the computer at 4 after my bro used .
was uber bored at home. so i did my friendster profile.
new skins and stuffs.
went for late dinner with my lovely parents. went to joo chiat.
the first stop the shop was closed so went to another one.
ate blacked bean fish and tofu with prawn.
feeling great. then went to east coast beach with dad and mum.
had great talk with them and the sea breeze was a-awsome.
dad and i were talking about the common ashtray outside bernie's .
say that one day maybeone couple would say 'hmm,that's where i met my husband.'
'we both were smoking and that's how we got to know each other.'
dad is such a lamer but i love him nevertheless, goes the same for my mummy.
went home ! and home sweet home! (:

MONDAY

lesson passed by so fast today.
don't want to explain everything.
the girls went to my house after school.
ate ther and crapped. left at two to head back to school for our 'o' level listening compre exam.
i think i did ok. i just hope i get like A2 or B3.
after that went to pizza hut. janice and i want to try the new cheese fondue pizza and yes we did.
it's pizza-licious. cheryl went off to meet someone.*ehem*
then we went to the super market to get baking chocs for choc fondue.
then walked around. left at 6.
i'm so tired.
see you guys in school.
with loads of love!

what's up,everyone.
was really lazy to blog sometimes.
actually just lazy to type. but heck it, i can't be lazy.
so i'm here blogging, you see.

 THURSDAY
first was physics. again i see her !
went to the physics lab. did a little practical.
she loves to rush things i realise.
but if i don't understand it's lucky i have tuition. (:
so yeah. then it was freaking mother tougue again.
had listening compre once again but for the last time. phew!
monday is 'o's listening compre. so i guess i got to clean and dig all the s**t in my ear.
POA was great as ever. learned a new topic. but lucky it was just a theory topic.
had recess but i forgot what i had. blame on my short term memory.
i guess it's good for certain peroid of time.
then was maths. yeah, HE came.
HE(mr. fergus) took our two period maths. 
did worksheet.it was kinda tough for me. i still don't have the drive to study freaking ass hard.
but i hope i'll do soon. (please let it happen)
i switch place with siti and dian told because she was distrated by HIM.
so i shift there. he's like right in front of me. and the fan was like only for him.
blah. then did maths. ask dian for help, i can concentrate well there with dian. yeah.
she pressured me to do. so yeah, that's why. (:
then sam sat beside me, adn she told mr fergus she liked HIM.
what the f**k. this is so no way.
i tease him,i told him he has to answer sam.but he just kept quiet..
then i asked him whether he knows girls in school liked him.
and he said 'i don't know, i don't read people minds'.
i told him most girls in our girls like him or thinks he's HOT or cute.
then he left. miss winnie came in. did like nothing much.
receive our entry proof for 'o's.
so scared as the days are getting nearer.
i've seriously got to work hard.
then was chem. i brought my worksheets,ok!!
went to the toilet for like half the period and when we came back mr ang said 'the toilet gang came back already'.
whatever. last perod english. did like some worksheet.
then suppose to go run at bedok reservoir.
but the weather seemed threatening.
so we've decided to go to my house and watch vcds.
while cheng theng stayed in school for english remedial.
went home. watched vcds.
cooked for the girls stuffs. then gossiped,chat and slacked.
some played the computer.
and they left around 6.30.

FRIDAY

took temperature taking in the morning.
glad to see all my classmates brought and none of them were made to stand for not bringing.
went to the chem lab for lesson.
did practical. it's been long sice i mixed all sorts of acids together. whee!
it was then P.E. played volleyball again.
i suck at setting the damn ball. but i better at serving. so yeah.
no one's perfect.
recess. yippee,my lovely lovely satay bee hoon. loves.
then it was POA test. i hope i pass.
then had maths. mr ng came in and sam was like 'huh,where's mr.kuek' .
then mr ng say he'll only be in clas for one period and the next will be mr.fergus kuek.
sam was like darn happy. i asked mr ng some maths qns.
and yeah,i learned. then mr. kuek came in.
asked him qns 14 and he thought janice and i wanted qns 15.
gosh!! said he didn't know so we tried on our own.
told him actually i wanted to get into a LAW course but now no.
then he said choose another one then.
then janice and i asked him about LAW.
so i asked what was second-degree murder.
and he said S'pore doen't have that kind of thing.
they called it somthing homocide something somthing.
that's the only word i can remember him saying.
so yeah,eileen then asked commercial or crime lawyer earn more.
so the answer is commercial lawyer.
and we started talking and and he starting explain.
and we found out that he is a maritime lawyer.
cool! but not cool to say that he's hot.
he's just different from other guys.
then was english. went through the homework mdm norhani gave us.
compre from Dunman Secondary. it was difficult.
then went to eat with shili,kim and gen.
gossipped till we said that why not we just skip remedial.
and we did just that.
went home and realise the computer guy was already waiting outside the house.
sorry to keep you waiting.
so it was just him and me at home.
it's weird having a stranger at home. but i did my own stuff.
listen to the radio. watched tv.
then he left. and now i'm listening to my songs.
later having physics tuition.

with love,people. (:

Laughter makes us feel so much younger

  • Jul. 11th, 2007 at 7:28 PM








didn't had breakfast today though it was a wednesday.
was really too lazy to go for breakfast too.
went to school and home period we were all split to go to different venue for some thing.
it's was about our result in the mid-year.
and i went to the AVA guess who talked to us.
Mr Ong! oh my gosh.
but he was alright,so much better than our pervious Principal.
had SS,did group work.
reccess after, but we all only drink something for reccess because we're going to Sakae for lunch.
then had maths test after reccess. Mr Kvek came in. i personally think he really isn't that hot after all.
but that's my opinion. had english afterwards . did worksheet again. sometimes i really feel like giving up.
but it's my last year so i must strive on. killer period was the last Geography. sick,i slept little during class. 
opps. whatever. then it was extra class of POA. i was hyper,love it when it is POA. (:
after that, we went off to CS to walk around to about 2.55 to eat at Sakae for the buffet.
raymond then came to meet us to eat together. went in and we waited for a while. 
we're like hungry people. started eating like a lot.
 i guess i put on quite a lot. so tomorrow i better shed all the weigh off.
had loads of laughter with my girlfriends. saw lee ling and gaya they all too, they were sitting behind us.  
then we went off at around 5.20.had to like loosen my skirt. so freaking full. i feel like exploding. 
then wanted to try on colour lenses but the shops at CS and at TM don't allow that. 
so i guess i just have to keep asking.
kai lin left first because she had tuition. then left us to walk around then it was home sweet home.

love or to be loved?

  • Jul. 10th, 2007 at 11:13 PM

school was usually. had lunch then went for maths remedial. 
went to the same class as kai-lin and cheryl. dex and wei zhi and marcus were there.
i dragged dex to sit beside me. haha. left around 3.45. went home and played computer for a while. 
bathed then went off for tuition. guess who i saw. NIGEL,rider nigel. it's been like damn long since i see he. 
he stil recognize me a bit. then had tuition. was like feeling sick. 
then teacher's phone keep making a some sort of tone ,then we told him and he checked. he read out and it's a sms. it said that "Exchange objects with homeless richard". 
what the hell. still a little sick. so till here . and with lurves.

Beautifully Broken!

  • Jul. 9th, 2007 at 10:50 PM

meet up with cheryl in the morning to go school this morning.
mr sham didn't come to school so it was vince vince who took us for maths.
did a litlle work then slack. it was mother tougue, went over to take next class to chat with mak.
then went back to class. did the whole listening compre thingy again.
and guess what,i got 6 marks. and somethings happened. was geography didn't bring ten year series.
did queston on farming and mrs leong timed us for 30 mins which is the time to complete it.
didn't have the mood to do. but i did complete in the end. went for recess.
lovely,ate kuay chap. and one of my donuts. then went to popular.
mdm lau asked me to go to 5C to check if her record book was there. so i went with kai lin.
saw raoul.so feel like sitting on him again. and i saw you,i guess i still miss you.
but whatever. then went up,wasn't feeling good. but marcus i don't blame you i know you mean not much harm to me.
had POA.ok,like so-so. then it was killer period, SS. kill me,i told her someone stole my SS book.
phew,she didn't say anything. then she split us in groups for SS period. i'm in jian guang group.
my group consists of Jian Guang,Janice,Seng Wei and me. good .
thenn it was ong period.did practical,it was quite a o-k. then after school,yeah lunch.
went pastamania and i only ate potato salad. ok.
then cheng theng had to go. so Eileen,Kai Lin,Cheryl and me went to Janice house to find her.
she wanted to cut her hair so yeah.
and guess what she haven't bath when we reached. so waited for her. slacked.
then went to Le Sandy to cut her hair then Kai Lin also went to cut too.
i left first to go home change then went to meet Eileen and Janice at the coffeeshop near my house.
chat a while then we all went off.
meet up with mum and bro for dinner @ Genki.
had a full dinner too. then walk around. went to CS.
bro bought two boxers and i was tempted to buy a skull wallet. but i resist my temptation.
so yeah,hoorays for me!
then headed home.

Treat me the way you want me to treat you!